With Love & Gratitude

Love fills my Heart like a sunrise over the mountain ridge

rising slowly, the sky may include many colors, or just one brilliant color on a clear day

its light and warmth are gentle, like a hug from Nature, God, or True Source

With Love and Gratitude

~Anita Adams 11/15/25

Into the Woods….

a place of quiet solitude – of life

the wonderful meeting of earth and sky

the smell of the forest after a rain

visually, my eyes take in the colour ‘green’ so abundant in the Ferns, Pines, Mosses, Grass

a butterfly emerges to discover the nectar found among the rich variety of flowers and ferns to sustain her journey onward

I come with a grateful heart to embrace life, oxygen, and the natural beauty found in the forest to sustain me for another day

Someone once wrote - Into the Forest I go, to lose my mind and FIND my Soul! I feel this way on every walk as I breathe in the fresh oxygen and give thanks for the Trees who so selflessly share this with us.

Grief, Sorrow & Peace

Grief has arrived and with it every day and night is different

Someone I loved has left this earth, this one was my ‘Momma’ – the Matriarch – the Queen Bee

She left peacefully, surrounded by those closest to her that loved her completely

Music played in the her bedroom – familiar songs of ‘Mack the Knife’ ‘Moon River’ and more – songs she danced to just a few months ago

She became young again before our eyes – her complexion was radiant – not a wrinkle in sight – eyes closed, Dad said she looks likes she’s 40 years old

the Minutes, Hours, Days and now, Weeks that she’s been Gone from Our Sight have been filled with Memories, Conversations, Disbelief and questions of What now?

I communicate not only through my thoughts with her, but in writing, I don’t believe I’ve been able to still my mind enough to connect with God, yet, I have had chats with my Mom. Perhaps she is the conduit, the Angel who is here to share with me more before her voice’s whisper is also heard less and less?

In my minds’ eye, I see Momma in Heaven – gloriously radiant, dressed in a long white gown with gold light surrounding her as she now adjusts to her new environment in Heaven. She’s dancing with her daughter, my sister, Roxane, other friends and relatives effortlessly and joyfully. She’s home. Knowing that she is joyful and at peace, gives me a peaceful feeling that she is truly home.


Momma and I (2023)


Rest in Peace Momma – Ama tua figlia (Love your daughter)

Where am I going?

Walk with me….

Into stillness and Serenity.

A path in the woods to listen to the silence and inhale the fragrance of the pines and hemlocks, squeeze the oaks, poplars and beech trees, and breathe gratitude for the oxygen they give to all so selflessly.

By the River floating sticks under bridges and looking through the clear water to the jewels of stones glimmering in the sun’s warmth!

In the Garden to walk among the tulips, daffodils, roses and other friends, breathing in their fragrance and letting it intoxicate me into a smile.

On top of the Mountain after a long winding hike under the canopy of the pines, hemlock, maples, poplar and dogwoods until a stone clearing presents itself with a view of the valley below or the clouds above with a blue sky and mountain ridges as long as the eye can see until my heart feels their gifts.

Walk along the seashore in search of seashells, sounds from the surf, a feeling from the wind and the warmth of the sun.

Clouds carry me gently into the Heart of the Creator one minute, one day at a time.

©Anita Adams 3/2025 edited 4/13/25

Don’t forget to Laugh

CHANGE, TRANSITION, AFTERWARDS . . .

The comment

Preparations

New birth

Loss

Retirement

  Clearing the Clutter

    The Holidays and Celebrations

What then?

A New Beginning emerges

 One of your choosing

Guided by the One who guides ALL of your life

Envision, Ask, Pray for Clarity

What emerges? Is it clear?

      If it isn’t clear, sit in the waiting place

Make time for attentive silence

To hear the Whisper

Guidance will come in Guidance’s time

Grateful for Faith

Grateful for Patience

Grateful for Love

Don’t forget to Laugh!

@Anita Adams 1/5/2025

#HurricaneHelene #Grief #Seasons

Grief

Comes in the night like a thief

stealing my joy leaving me numb

tears overflowing

exhausted by the sadness

my loved ones lives are nearing the end

I pray that they will not suffer or know pain

and so life’s journey begins its ending

memory lapses, dulled senses, unable to see, hear, read or write – communication comes in the form of food, a hug, a squeeze, a kiss and if we’re lucky, a hearty laugh

the Treasures left behind are the memories we cling to – thank God for the stories, the photos, the letters and poems we will all cherish until it’s our turn

God, Jesus, Mary and the Holy Spirit be with them, be with those we love who are nearing their return home

welcome them with open arms to where we all once began as one.

~ Anita Adams 5/19/24

Forgive me when I forget

Forgive me when I forget . . .

To be kind and patient

To forgive you for forgetting

It’s your mess, not mine

To put on the bandaid

To hold your hand

To tell you I love you

To say goodbye without a Kiss

To listen without interruption because I may forget

To love you through everything

Love, Me

© Anita Adams 4/6/2024

Spring Returns

Behind the Mountains

The SUN rises and sets

Without a whisper

Through the Earths’ Soil

a Flower emerges

green, first then straight up toward the sun

Red petals bursting forth – a Poppy

Spring Returns

Blue Birds, Red Cardinals, Yellow Finches, Gray Doves, and Black Crows

Visit the backyard oasis to feast and bathe in the water

each Singing their own song

© Anita Adams 4/5/2024